(09-14-2018, 02:09 PM)Glow Wrote: EP - when I asked about the meditating it was a question not an intended judgement.
I am sorry you took it that way. I just know that without quieting the ego you don’t get very far.

The recapitulation work can be done without meditating well.
I would 100% recommend you try that about this friend. It takes about 10 minutes and I wouldn’t recommend you do more than that at a time anyways. One excersize is at the bottom.
https://www.shamanscave.com/self-healing/the-recapitulation

Is it all strains of weed that bother you cause paranoia? Sativa and Indica?
I know some strains are known to do that more.

As to why the chord is back, well that is ego’s job, to remember resentments without forgiving, to feel pain so you are afraid to be vulnerable, the saying about the mind really should be about ego.
Great servant,  horrible master.

Either way I hope your path leads you to healing soon.

(09-14-2018, 04:14 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I don't know if I'm a magnetic worker, but I was able to use my Intention Repeater software to help heal her fish.
I did though set the power of it 4X higher than was necessary to work.

When I get the software ready, she knows someone who can help me promote it.

(09-14-2018, 04:25 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: It basically takes an intention you type, such as "My chakras are balanced and I am grounded" and repeats it in computer memory thousands or millions of times.
It's like writing your intention down repetitively.
It uses the intelligent nature of energy/universe to work.

I ran it for 2 hours, with 7 million repeats of the intent that her fish have perfect health, and she told me that he's doing much better now.

I may create an app for it for the phone. I wrote about it here: http://bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=16321&pid=250169#pid250169

(09-14-2018, 10:32 PM)GentleReckoning Wrote: Also, regarding the cord, for a while I was looking for a mirror so that I could gauge the impact of my teachings before I just go mass-market.

Could this be related?

(09-14-2018, 11:36 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Gentle, aren't your teachings based on crystallizing the yellow chakra to move past 4th density into 5th?

Don't see how this plays into that, seeing as I balanced my chakras and my kundalini snake is settled into my heart chakra for now...

I mean, I haven't given up the positive path. If anything, I came out of my latest episode with even MORE resolve to be positive!

Also, I should note I decided to go back on the subliminals. After private talks with Agua, I believe it was the weed primarily causing the paranoiac symptoms.

EDIT: Actually, Maybe I shouldn't on the subs... starting to notice paranoid symptoms slowly growing back. With weed gone though, MUCH lesser.

Quote:It is indeed possible to clear completely a karmic tie or disturbance within your system. The way to do so is through restoring perfect harmony with the person you have injured, whether by word, thought or deed, and that is the truth. You have been working on this diligently [wherever it has been possible to do so in person], and your efforts are bearing vast fruit of a positive kind, [Stranger], and that is the truth.

Now, this is not always possible with casual acquaintances, etc. – people whom you might rarely see again, if at all. In those cases, it is still possible to clear those relationships inside yourself. This is how it’s done: focusing on the person in question, imagine them enveloped in White light. Expand the light until it engulfs you as well, and remain in the light with that person. This accomplishes a connection based on a healthy foundation between you and the other individual.

Once you are both in the White light, begin to vibrate “om”, that is the truth. The Om is a powerful symbol, [Stranger], even if that seems silly to you. It has transformative power which you will witness if you try this method.

Next, open yourself to the other, without hesitation of any kind. Let them become a part of you – merge, as it were, without trying to block any aspect of their being from merging with you. The merging will happen naturally as part of the effect of the Om, and that is the truth.

Next, you will want to consider what harms have transpired between you. Allow those harms to arise in your mind’s eye, and vibrate “om” to them; they will dissolve.

Finally, this having been done, separate and go your separate ways, karma having been healed between you. Do this now, as you still have time, and I will comment on your efforts.

(Do I need to chant Om out loud?) No, silent inner vocalizing is fine.

That was very, very well done, [Stranger]. You imagined [N.], and allowed the White light to engulf her; then extended it to yourself; then vibrated om to her; allowed her to merge or at least superimpose over you; and you noticed within her some sadness and hurt, which you then vibrated love and Om toward, allowing it to dissolve as it did.

(09-15-2018, 10:26 PM)Stranger Wrote: I have recently had the occasion to discuss the healing of karmic ties with my higher self, which resulted in my being taught a powerful technique which I hope will be of benefit to you.  Although in my case it was needed to heal a relationship where I had caused harm to the other person, it should work equally well in situations where that is reversed - after all, it boils down to bringing disharmony into harmony.  Here's the transcript of the relevant portion of that conversation.

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Quote:It is indeed possible to clear completely a karmic tie or disturbance within your system.  The way to do so is through restoring perfect harmony with the person you have injured, whether by word, thought or deed, and that is the truth.  You have been working on this diligently [wherever it has been possible to do so in person], and your efforts are bearing vast fruit of a positive kind, [Stranger], and that is the truth.

Now, this is not always possible with casual acquaintances, etc. – people whom you might rarely see again, if at all.  In those cases, it is still possible to clear those relationships inside yourself.  This is how it’s done: focusing on the person in question, imagine them enveloped in White light.  Expand the light until it engulfs you as well, and remain in the light with that person.  This accomplishes a connection based on a healthy foundation between you and the other individual.

Once you are both in the White light, begin to vibrate “om”, that is the truth.  The Om is a powerful symbol, [Stranger], even if that seems silly to you.  It has transformative power which you will witness if you try this method.

Next, open yourself to the other, without hesitation of any kind.  Let them become a part of you – merge, as it were, without trying to block any aspect of their being from merging with you.  The merging will happen naturally as part of the effect of the Om, and that is the truth.

Next, you will want to consider what harms have transpired between you.  Allow those harms to arise in your mind’s eye, and vibrate “om” to them; they will dissolve.

Finally, this having been done, separate and go your separate ways, karma having been healed between you.  Do this now, as you still have time, and I will comment on your efforts.

(Do I need to chant Om out loud?) No, silent inner vocalizing is fine.

That was very, very well done, [Stranger].  You imagined [N.], and allowed the White light to engulf her; then extended it to yourself; then vibrated om to her; allowed her to merge or at least superimpose over you; and you noticed within her some sadness and hurt, which you then vibrated love and Om toward, allowing it to dissolve as it did.

(09-14-2018, 01:13 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: I thought I had let it go. Hell, I HAD let it go.

Can anybody help me figure out why I suddenly got attached again?

How do I TRULY let this go? I know it's not an easy answer with an easy fix, but I'm really trying to figure out what's going wrong and why I can't just let this person go.

What they did was so cruel and so hurtful and I'm in such pain.

Maybe when Agua PM'd me and suggested that my current issues are just manic episodes hiding the same issues as depression, I started delving in and got re-attached to the problem.

I thought I'd forgiven this person. It feels like I can't TRULY forgive and that's so painful to have to admit as well.

I am struggling. I WANT to heal this. I want to clear this. I want to let it go. I WANT to forgive.

So why is it not that easy? Why can't I just FORGIVE and let it go?

When I did last time, it was like...

There was a psychic thing where I came face to face with the karmic situation.

I realized that this was a cycle I needed to get out of and just let it go. Now I took it back up again. WHY?

Because my ego came back after I stopped smoking weed, so that I'd be safe from the paranoid delusions?

I feel trapped here, because I feel like I can't heal this in 3D without the use of drugs.

I don't trust a psychologist and actually agree with my healer that they just make things worse.

But I'm tired of being told "We give you advice and you never take it" so I'm doing EVERYTHING you guys tell me as best I can.

I meditate, and I suck at it. Doesn't mean I don't do it. It just means I SUCK AT IT and can't stay focused no matter how much I try to redirect it.

I JUST finished psyche evaluations today and apparently my issue was enough to test me for PTSD.

When I told them about the friend-dumping they couldn't take that seriously enough to give it the same label as a disorder reserved for war vets and rape victims, but I think they may have been onto something.

I am now being recommended to a psychologist who, as I recommended focuses PRIMARILY on these types of issues and being deferred by my request to a holistic psychiatrist so I can get one who doesn't just push whatever pills on me they're being payed to pimp. I still recommended they put me on anti-psychotics though. I have begun lifting weights and am doing my best to eat more.

I know there are other things I ought to do, but I've been told that listing more than that as a goal is "unrealistic" so what the hell else can I do?

I AM meditating, I AM getting help, and I AM going on anti-psychotics. I am doing as much of what you people have told me to do as I am being told I can realistically expect from myself so what else can I possibly do?!

And I HAVE quit the marijuana usage. And the subliminals, although I am now considering that may have been a mistake.

The subliminals and weed HELPED with this, up until the paranoia happened. I'm thinking maybe I SHOULD go back on the subs and just quit the weed, while cutting down on the sub usage.

If you guys have any ideas on how to get rid of this cord and forgive this person, that would be great.

I know forgiveness does it, but it's a harder thing for me to do than I thought.

If it was as easy as "just forgive" it would be done with by now.

Forgiveness is hard and I am struggling with it.

(09-15-2018, 11:21 PM)GentleReckoning Wrote: What if you are living with the person that you have the boundary issue with?

(09-15-2018, 11:26 PM)GentleReckoning Wrote: Imagine water in a tub. Splashing back and forth. The wave hits one side, then balances, then hits the other side. This happening over and over until the water is calm.

So that you balanced this attachment once is just the start. It appears the energy is now the polar opposite of what it was before.

Relationships with the opposite sex seem to always be the foundation for a good chunk of the incarnational learning. So give it time.

(09-17-2018, 04:29 PM)GentleReckoning Wrote: First it was love, now it is hate. Both two sides of the same coin. Attachment.

Push, pull.

(09-14-2018, 03:00 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: So in other words, I just got rid of it. For those who are magnetic workers: I called forth all etheric cords into my left hand (because it's the one I don't write with) and then grabbed it and yanked it out. Then I blew it into the light. Easy peasy! Turns out, balancing my chakras and getting goblins out of my crown chakra are just as easy to do!

(09-18-2018, 08:58 AM)flofrog Wrote: I love what stranger wtote.

EP, many thoughts to you, it’s difficult  to live alongside in disharmony. Years ago I had a difficult  passage with my mate and i was so tired of being inside angry against him that one evening when I was alone I visualized I was like on my deathbed and he was sitting  next to me and I reviewed all my grievances against him and  , because I was going to die anyway and not continue by his side I forgave him all very easily . lol

But it did change my mind set for some reason lol. And from then on everything got much easier, you might try ?

(09-18-2018, 08:43 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote:

(09-14-2018, 03:00 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: So in other words, I just got rid of it. For those who are magnetic workers: I called forth all etheric cords into my left hand (because it's the one I don't write with) and then grabbed it and yanked it out. Then I blew it into the light. Easy peasy! Turns out, balancing my chakras and getting goblins out of my crown chakra are just as easy to do!

I'm not a magnetic worker according to the shaman lady. She said that's the cosmic path II. I'm on cosmic path III, the planetary Logos path.

https://www.lucistrust.org/online_books/a_treatise_on_cosmic_fire_obooks/section_three_the_fire_spirit_electric_fire/division_the_nature_the_seven_cosmic_paths

Though I was able to remove a cord I had, even though I'm not a magnetic worker.