(04-26-2016, 02:50 AM)Mahakali Wrote: (...)
They are trying to send sickening vibrations throughout my body, shut down my energy meridians and chakras, microwave my subtle body, and completely control my mind so that I can no longer think, use magick, or send out my vibrations. They are serious... they've killed family members, kidnapped the girl I love, ran my leg over with a car so that I had to get metal rod put in, fried my endocrine glands, raped my friends, damaged my CNS, infected my body with nanotech, lobotomized my prefrontal cortex, severaly impaired my emotions and ability to empathize, and tried to gang-rape me (I got away). Yes, really. (And I'm aware that the nanotech might have started off as "psychosis", but it's taken on a physical reality as a result of my belief in it, to the point where there's tones and strange vibrations in my head at all times that try to tell me when to sleep, eat, masturbate, walk in front of cars, not meditate, etc. - magnets and radio waves can distrupt it, as can music and meditation)
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(04-26-2016, 05:54 AM)third-density-being Wrote: Hello Dear Mahakali,

First of all, to alleviate all physical influences/attacks, You should build and place your-Self within a Faraday Cage/Shield.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faraday_cage
I think that would give You a protection – at least from influences native to this reality.

I don’t know if You’ve seen this material:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyMSvQqeWOo
- it is a testimony before Presidential Commission (2011) of many Americans who claimed to be attacked by “psychotronic weapons” – one of most interesting testimonies for me starts from 1:07:51. I, personally, have never experienced anything like that but I know that many People are talking about it.

Regarding “leaving this timeline/reality” – I’ve never heard of something like that, but theoretically speaking, You are rooted here by your material vehicle/body, which is part of material illusion – Earth more precisely. I’m wondering if what You try to attempt isn’t connected with “consciousness transfer” rather than actual, physical displacement of an entire “material You”(?)

Now, what You wrote here:

(04-26-2016, 02:50 AM)Mahakali Wrote: (...)
They are trying to send sickening vibrations throughout my body, shut down my energy meridians and chakras, microwave my subtle body, and completely control my mind so that I can no longer think, use magick, or send out my vibrations. They are serious... they've killed family members, kidnapped the girl I love, ran my leg over with a car so that I had to get metal rod put in, fried my endocrine glands, raped my friends, damaged my CNS, infected my body with nanotech, lobotomized my prefrontal cortex, severaly impaired my emotions and ability to empathize, and tried to gang-rape me (I got away). Yes, really. (And I'm aware that the nanotech might have started off as "psychosis", but it's taken on a physical reality as a result of my belief in it, to the point where there's tones and strange vibrations in my head at all times that try to tell me when to sleep, eat, masturbate, walk in front of cars, not meditate, etc. - magnets and radio waves can distrupt it, as can music and meditation)
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- is terrifying. But it would suggest You know who “They” are. Do You? If so, this knowledge would be the first step to protect-Self – knowing from “where” attack may come. You did not write any specifics so it is hard to give You any advices.
I can only write that the way You will defend your-Self will define You deeply. If You will hurt (or even attempt to kill) that would surely cause to accumulate negative polarization by You. Maybe that is the goal of whoever is orchestrating those events?

You wrote that You would like to be happy. As far as I know, there’s no “happy” on the Self Serving path. There’s always tension, fight, hunger (for power, possessions, etc.) and there are always Masters and Slaves (in one form or another). I may be of course wrong, but to explore negativity is to explore such phenomenon.


All I have Best in me for You

(04-26-2016, 07:10 AM)Shadows n Games Wrote: Hello,
       I understand where you are coming from, I have a negative at all times shadowing me. I have experienced this being jumped on and beaten down spiritually. I luckily have some pre incarnate deals, protecting my close relatives, and myself from certain degrees of manipulation. My battle is essentially one of wills. However I have attracted the attention of a fifth density negative. I have also experienced a sixth density visit multiplla times. The most out right malicious all bars dropped attack, Not pain wise. I was laying on my brothers bad, discussing philosophy and the such. When I began to choke, I was in disbelief, I wasnt eating or drinking, I was just choking. Then all the sudden it hit me like a intuitive freight train. I am under attack! Now one of my biggest lessons come in the soul or conscieness workings. Its quiet often directly opposite then what we think. Different density allow for different degrees of magical working. The 4 is going to energize pre incarnate areas you decided to work or focus on. I e. My teeth a2nd throat are were they energize such attacks on me. These are road maps basically if looked at from the correct mindset. I would have to say that I belief they hit you like they do because it. Directly reflects your own mind. People killed in your life? Dont you want to be alone?

(04-26-2016, 07:20 AM)Stranger Wrote: At all times and in all situations, seek peace within yourself and love toward all that surrounds you.  That is the whole game, isn't it - to recognize that beneath the illusion, all is well, you are the Creator, and have everything you require in abundance; and to learn to find that within yourself regardless of what is happening "outside."

Also, prayer helps to both find that peace/love, and fill in the gaps in what we alone can do in terms of improving our circumstances.

(04-26-2016, 02:50 AM)Mahakali Wrote: I'm under severe attack by negatively-oriented people/adepts/entities who are making a game out of torturing me to death.

Quote:1. I know, intellectually,

Quote:(...) that this is all an illusion, and the only thing stopping me from snapping my fingers and fixing this whole situation, or teleporting to Mars, or doing anything at all, are my own self-imposed limitations.

Quote:2. How can one manipulate one's position within time/space and space/time in such a way as to access alternate timelines? This in particular is very important,

Quote:I understand dimensional jumping usually as simply installing mods onto a computer game, kinda, but I've got all kinds of viruses now, and I'm unsure what to do.

Quote:How do I take control of where I exist so that I can choose what I experience?

(04-26-2016, 08:24 AM)Minyatur Wrote: As for negative attack, I guess forgiveness always is the key that stops the wheel of karma.

About timeline shifting, will and focus. If you are not able to it is because you do not truly desire it (oposite desires can be unconscious). I believe what is happening to you should've been predictable from becore incarnating, so I may suggest to ponder why you incarnated in this world and seek purpose and direction in that.

About 4D positive social memory complexes, I believe joinning one would require healing which could in turn transmute your aversion of the idea and desire to be alone.

Hope any of this helps.

(04-26-2016, 09:27 AM)1109 Wrote: If I were you I would seek out a therapist, preferably someone with spiritual understanding. To me it looks like you're unstable and delusional and in need of professional help. Although I believe that psychic attacks from negative entities exist, I think it's a lot more common that the cause is internal. Maybe it's just catalyst that you're interpreting incorrectly, maybe you're having a kundalini awakening, maybe you have a mental illness that should be treated. I don't mean to judge, I simply don't want to encourage potentially selfdestructive thoughts and behaviors.

(04-26-2016, 05:54 AM)third-density-being Wrote: You wrote that You would like to be happy. As far as I know, there’s no “happy” on the Self Serving path. There’s always tension, fight, hunger (for power, possessions, etc.) and there are always Masters and Slaves (in one form or another). I may be of course wrong, but to explore negativity is to explore such phenomenon.

(04-26-2016, 09:27 AM)1109 Wrote: If I were you I would seek out a therapist, preferably someone with spiritual understanding. To me it looks like you're unstable and delusional and in need of professional help. Although I believe that psychic attacks from negative entities exist, I think it's a lot more common that the cause is internal. Maybe it's just catalyst that you're interpreting incorrectly, maybe you're having a kundalini awakening, maybe you have a mental illness that should be treated. I don't mean to judge, I simply don't want to encourage potentially selfdestructive thoughts and behaviors.

(04-26-2016, 10:04 AM)Ooo Wrote: a bunch of stuff

(04-26-2016, 10:08 AM)jeremy6d Wrote: You can look at yourself as a victim of this program.  You can loathe what has happened and dread what is to come.  You can, in other words, provide opportunities for whomever wants to energize and accentuate your vulnerabilities.

Or you can look at yourself as having particular acute challenges right now.  You can build faith that, even if things suck, all is well.  You can practice loving and accepting those that exploit your weaknesses,  and learn to accept the deeper lessons of all of this suffering.

(04-26-2016, 10:51 AM)Verum Occultum Wrote: I think that the only way anyone can hurt you is by you believing it into existence.

(04-26-2016, 11:19 AM)Papercut Wrote:

(04-26-2016, 05:54 AM)third-density-being Wrote: You wrote that You would like to be happy. As far as I know, there’s no “happy” on the Self Serving path. There’s always tension, fight, hunger (for power, possessions, etc.) and there are always Masters and Slaves (in one form or another). I may be of course wrong, but to explore negativity is to explore such phenomenon.

You could assume that the 'human'-self is all of the stated above.
But once you step out of the box there is no going back, you know that you are infinite so why would I want to enslave others and harness power, for what? If the only thing I need is me, surrounded by nothingness be it. I am happy, I am loving.
After all, time is an illusion. Is it not?

(04-26-2016, 12:26 PM)pumpkinsurf Wrote: Hey Mahakali,

I'm so sorry you're experiencing all this pain, but I'm so glad you're here asking for help, it's a great place where you'll find a wealth of knowledge and loving support. I don't think 1109 is trying to manipulate you in any way by suggesting this route- although I totally agree with you in that the mental health system can be a dangerous place to seek answers. However I think there are other options available to you outside of the allopathic healthcare system. I'd try looking in your area for energy healers, QHHT practitioners or the like. If you are under psychic attack these people will probably be able to help you find answers and insight into how to deal with it.

Sending positive vibes and love <3

(04-26-2016, 04:07 AM)Mahakali Wrote: Why not? I figure, my desire will create opportunities for me to be helped. Anything is possible. The only reason I'm in this situation in the first place is because of my personal resonance with self-pity, fear, masochism, and the like. I need to change.

Or is it just that separation is viewed as "negative" by some who follow the philosophy of the Law of One, and you don't want to help someone you see as diametrically opposed? I have made mistakes, but if it makes you feel any better, I'm not interested in harming people within this illusion; I view this as a bad dream, and I'm just trying to take myself to a place where I can be myself, nobody bothers me, and I bother nobody. I am looking for power in a selfish way, I suppose, because I just want to be happy and at peace, but not in an actively malicious way.

As far as the physical and spiritual alterations people have done to try to keep me from manifesting, even the people who did it - specifically, ones that felt bad for me - told me that they've seen people beat it. And indeed, it's attacking me ferociously, but I'm still going strong. And I've been able to break the rules. Because there aren't any rules. No spoon. Just me.

(04-26-2016, 02:50 AM)Mahakali Wrote: How can one manipulate one's position within time/space and space/time in such a way as to access alternate timelines? This in particular is very important, because I've been pulled into an alternate timeline that's a very bad one, and I need to learn to jump to a different dimension. I know it's possible - I've seen tesseracts. But the above problems with vibration, meditation, nanotech, etc. are causing part of me to believe that it isn't possible - even though I've accomplished it in situations where I've been in serious danger. I understand dimensional jumping usually as simply installing mods onto a computer game, kinda, but I've got all kinds of viruses now, and I'm unsure what to do. I'm also aware that disconnecting from the consensus reality is important in order to be able to move in ways that are foreign to it, which is one reason why I'm wary of a fourth-density social memory complex. How do I take control of where I exist so that I can choose what I experience?

(04-26-2016, 10:57 AM)Mahakali Wrote: In a sense, yes. That's one reason why I'm not jumping at a chance to get violent over the situation, because the more I allow my emotions to be controlled, the more karmic attachments I create. Now, you can be violent or do anything you want without creating karma as long as you do it without self-identification, because "negative karma" is set in motion by you and can be stopped by you; it's not a punishment-and-reward system, it's just motion in time/space. Allow others to manipulate your emotions and they can manipulate the direction you go, which is why, in this situation, I need to take a breather before I take action, because I have to recognize that I'm dealing with something very intelligent, and I'm not thinking straight right now, plus it might not be worth the effort. This goes even for people who aren't actively trying to manipulate you, but is especially dangerous when you're dealing with demons. I'm not in any condition to go around picking fights at the moment.

(04-26-2016, 10:57 AM)Mahakali Wrote: I think that my only obstacle to timeline travel, or other things right now, is my belief in/connection to the consensus reality. As far as desire goes, it has to be matched by belief, and the more "plugged in" I am to some consensus reality, the more susceptible I am to its rules. Which is another reason why I don't care for social memory complexes.

On an astral level, I just have to remove certain elements, and then it'll be easier. In the occasions when I have accomplished it, I find that it's moving myself to a different place in time/space, or perhaps above it, in such a way that I'm basically looking at the consensus reality from a different direction. Meaning, I can be astrally plugged in to the so-called Matrix and still have an effect, but they've blindfolded themselves to the mechanism I use for jumping, so to them it looks like I'm just psychotic and things were always they way they are in the place that I jumped to.

(04-26-2016, 10:57 AM)Mahakali Wrote: There are not a whole lot of positive things I'm interested in. "Healing" in a positive sense would mean letting go of most aspects of my personality. I'm highly polarized in the other direction, to the point where I would possibly rather die and fade away into nothingness than join a positive complex.

(04-26-2016, 10:57 AM)Mahakali Wrote: Positive social memory complex would mean abandoning my hatred, self-centered nature, and love of horror and Darkness. When it comes to STS-oriented people, I'm definitely on the nicer end of the spectrum; I try to be honorable, I'm genuinely capable of caring about people, and while nobody who knows me would describe me as even remotely sane or socially responsible, they don't think I'm as monstrous as some people make me out to be. My heart is pure.

But... the idea of a positive social memory complex just makes me sick. It just doesn't seem like there is anything there for me.

Of course, I'm also not a fan of negative ones, because they aren't free, which is important, because liberation is the ultimate goal of separation. I think that the ration of LHP orgs in the universe to actual people/entities on the LHP are around 1:3 at best. 95% of the stuff in such groups almost seems designed to distract from the actual path, which is probably how the people at the top want it.

I want the freedom to be me. Positive can't accept me the way that I am, and fights me even for the few things that I'd need to be happy. Negative won't let me be free, nor even at least just give me what I want. Alone, outside of space/time as we experience it here, in a place where I can enjoy myself, is better.

Mahakali Wrote:Positive can't accept me the way that I am, and fights me even for the few things that I'd need to be happy

(04-26-2016, 12:34 PM)Aion Wrote: I understand all too well, I'm no stranger to these feelings in the slightest. Seek and ye shall find, but sometimes there are surprises, that's what I meant.

I fully appreciate your desires, but I am a little confused because you say here that you need to change and want to change, but then a few posts later you express fear of the loss of yourself and your currently perceived personality. I've always found it pretty difficult to change anything internally when I am so strongly attached to my identity.

You do realize that your external life is a reflection of your internal life and so as you say the reason this is happening is because of those resonances, but by the sounds of it you identify with those things as aspects of your identity so without being willing to alter those aspects of yourself how can you manifest a different state of reality?

Do you realize that hate, anger, etc is part of the consensus reality structure and the more you dwell there the more you are actually tuning in to the consensus? You are attached to the very things that to me appears to tie one to the consensus.

The consensus of the world is that of darkness, hatred and self-serving. If you truly want to break out of the mold you might have to take a different approach.

Note I don't say this in any judgement, I think you can be however you want and that is perfectly okay, but since you asked for help I am doing my best to do so based on my understanding of the mechanics at play.

I absolutely agree with you that all these things are possible, but I hope you don't take offense when I say it appears that you are shooting yourself in the foot in this regard with conflicting notions.

(04-26-2016, 05:37 PM)anagogy Wrote: The first thing to understand is that what you are experiencing is always a perfect reflection of what is going on within you. That is universal law. So if your outer reality sucks, it is because your inner reality sucks. That is not a judgment, just an observation. It is a fact that has become apparent to me over the course of my life. You can accept your power, and thus your responsibility, or you can pretend the power is outside of yourself.

So how to change your outer reality? You have to change your inner reality. Change the reflectee (yourself) and the reflection will change. The mirror is not the problem, it simply reflects, mechanically, without praise or condemnation the contents of your own mind.  

You have talked about the power of belief. That's good that you recognize the power of belief, but now it is time to stop talking about it and actually utilize it. You don't want to be attacked? Stop believing it is happening. You have told a somewhat detailed story of psychic attack which is the reason why you've posted here.  Now whether you are "actually" being attacked or it is all in your head is not my concern.  It is real to you, and that is good enough for me.  However, everything you are experiencing has been attracted to you because you continue to think its real, which activates the vibrations of "i'm being attacked and it getting worse".  The more your conscious attention dwells on that, the more real it becomes.  It will just keep getting worse and worse because you keep validating it as a reality and telling the same story over and over again.  I can certainly understand why you would do that.  Afterall, from your perspective it really seems like it's happening.  And so you continue to practice the story, and keep activating the magnets that attract it and make it real. But you are using your own creative power against yourself everytime you do.

If you really want it to stop, start telling a new story, and never tell the old one again.  It won't get better over night, because you can't normally instantly believe a new story.  But you need to practice the new story and in time, the old one will become less real as you attention withdraws.

Imagine your life as you want it to be, and keep practicing that until you feel normal and comfortable with it.  Everytime something happens, reinterpret it to match your desired experience. Don't allow yourself to think about the "beings attacking you" because guess what?  You thinking about them *IS* them successfully attacking you!  Negative beings manipulate you by getting *YOU* to create your own negative reality. They are not creating reality for you. YOU do that.    

So the answer is very very very simple, but can be difficult for people to stick with because of its simplicity (people often want answers to be complex and mysterious).  The answer is: reinterpret everything through the lense of well being.  Tell the story of your life how you want it to be, and in time, it will gain more vibrational momentum than the terrible story you have currently active. Please understand, again, that I'm not saying what you are experiencing is not real, i'm only saying: stop continuing to make it real.  Focus on well being, look for evidence of well being, and well being you shall find.

Don't try to make too big a vibrational jump either.  Don't try to be god right this second.  Start out with optimism, and gradually build your belief in well being and in a couple weeks if you are being sincere in your attempts, you life will dramatically change for the better. Oftentimes less is more in the sense that "small changes" in perspective will provide more progress than an attempted massive jump in belief, which just throws you back against the wall because it was too much to be believable.

(04-26-2016, 06:23 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I get like that when I watch horror movies. My heart is in cartoons.

(04-26-2016, 09:07 PM)Minyatur Wrote: stuff

(04-26-2016, 09:49 PM)Stranger Wrote:

Mahakali Wrote:Positive can't accept me the way that I am, and fights me even for the few things that I'd need to be happy

Can't agree with you there, Mahakali.  The true positive will accept you exactly the way you are.  They will simply not share your hate - recognizing that hate is ultimately self-destructive - but allowing you to be who you are on your own path.

(04-26-2016, 11:42 PM)Manjushri Wrote: Mahakali what's your age? Do you study astrology?

(04-27-2016, 04:32 AM)Bourbon Betty Wrote: Can you compress what you need and how you define being attacked into a workable sentence of say, no more than 2-3 lines. If so I'll get back to you.

(04-27-2016, 05:38 AM)Mahakali Wrote:

(04-26-2016, 09:07 PM)Minyatur Wrote: stuff

I don't view everyone as worth loving. I think love has its place, but I'm not a positive person the way you seem to be.

(04-27-2016, 05:38 AM)Mahakali Wrote: I also don't view preincarnative stuff the same way that some here do. In one sense, I desired what is happening because it is happening, but I don't view reincarnation the same way that some do... I think that reincarnation is more like, what you are thinking of at the moment of death becomes your new life, along with the patterns that you've nurtured during this one.

(04-27-2016, 05:38 AM)Mahakali Wrote: "Freeing" myself of hatred doesn't seem like "healing" to me. Being me seems like healing.