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Post-meditation Occurrence, Seeing Love - The_Tired_Philosopher - 12-07-2015
Just now as a customer walked in interrupting my meditation in back, I opened my eyes to a sight I haven't seen in Months.
Love! The Moment, or. Its this sparkly/grainy (starts grainy) overlay to reality of...Its like seeing a tv overlaid on your vision but the static goes from translucent to transparent and sparkly (invisible sparkes I can't even explain it better than that LOL)
And now as I type its already gone away. It was.
Nice. Seeing things as they were. For a moment I feel peaceful
Like Hell stepped back to let me breath fresh air. Its given me a sensation of Alpha waves beginning the grainy view and slowly pulls into The Moment, going into theta isn't necessary for me but I think its because the few times I do, something extranormal happens.
I am STILL confuzzled as to my 16 Year old meditation experience with suddenly hearing a resonant (vibratory?) Female voice say, "no repair". To this day I think it meant to say No Repair Needed but I cut it off at No Repair, cause you know. A clearly external voice just said things in my brain for the first time in my human experience.
I haven't had similar experiences yet, all the other voices were clearly my own disassociated or actual aidful thoughts from guides (who I assume can insert thoughts to help push me, who I also attribute strongly to my clock syncs)
Has anyone else ever noticed 'extra' or 'additional' sensory inputs 'activating' from meditations and then gradually wearing off after you stop?
RE: Post-meditation Occurrence, Seeing Love - AnthroHeart - 12-07-2015
Nice that you meditate.
I'm going to be trying a meditation CD to help with my meditations, that sounds like rain.
RE: Post-meditation Occurrence, Seeing Love - The_Tired_Philosopher - 12-07-2015
I have a hard time keeping in meditation, so I do so with yoga, in fact I can even sit Full Lotus without pain now.
I tried to make it daily but home life on weekends makes that impossible. I used to meditate to a 23 minute Mooze electronica remix of NIN's song Only when meditating.
I can't anymore though. I've thought about buying some kind of atmospheric ambiance audio files. Rain, storms, wind, and snow blowing all are music to my ears.
I wish it would rain longer here (in the desert) so I could meditate to its sound...
Do you not meditate?
RE: Post-meditation Occurrence, Seeing Love - AnthroHeart - 12-07-2015
Are you the one that got the book of 2500 yoga poses?
I spent $180 on a set of 3 DVDs of yoga workouts. Came with a mat and a heartrate monitor.
But hard to stay motivated because it's the same workout each MWF.
I do meditate some days, but I don't get very deep. This CD I ordered is supposed to use binaural beats to entrain the mind into alpha or theta state. It was much cheaper than the Holosync. Now I just need to find some good headphones.
RE: Post-meditation Occurrence, Seeing Love - The_Tired_Philosopher - 12-07-2015
2100 'Asanas', so far the book has both delighted and disappointed.
The mat I bought has very greatly delighted me! I enjoy repeating things (...wait, I also hate repeating things), I like doing the same starter in yoga to stretch out to go into deeper poses (convuluted twists and bends honestly) and I'm really only doing it because I don't want to spend 10$ a month on a gym membership I'll never use cause I'm super anxious about looking stupid haha
I would buy a treadmill but...I have no space to put it anywhere except the living room.
Binaural beats, I once tried to use those when I was 12 to get my (highly complicated-relationship childhood friend/second gf/girl who molested me enough growing up/idk as I said, highly complicated relationship) to consider letting me touch her for a change, the audio was supposed to Arouse.
Worked but didn't get to touch nothing haha
I could see them working for meditation, I'd say just don't become totally and completely reliant on it unless its the only thing that works for now.
...man. I have a weird life.