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Episode #9 - Bring4th_Austin - 10-16-2015 Episode #9 In this episode, we discuss: - Is it appropriate to label things or people as service-to-others or service-to-self? - How the Law of One has helped us think about controversial issues in different ways? - Death and between incarnations. - How does an increase of 4th density energy relate to mental diseases? A transcript for this episode will be posted once it is available. Feel free to discuss this episode in this thread! RE: Episode #9 - Vestige - 01-19-2022 I have just started to listen through the podcast episodes, and I wanted to comment on the featured question "How does an increase of 4th density energy relate to mental diseases?" I haven't yet placed the names to the voices--sorry!--but I think it was Austin who shared their experience having dreams of school. This was part of a riff on a Law of One question-and-answer on, of course, mental disease and the Harvest: Quote:40.16 Questioner: Just two. With respect to what you just said, would then people incarnating here by seniority of vibration who incarnate for the service-to-self path be ones who would have extreme difficulty mentally with this green-ray vibration? I, also, had frequent dreams of school--usually, I had somehow forgotten that I scheduled a particular class, and thus had weeks of homework to make up; sometimes, I was just barely late for a single class session. I haven't had these dreams for several years now. However, I resonate with the idea that these and other feelings or manifestations of "being unprepared" are indeed related to the increasing inflow of fourth-density energy. As well, I admit that I have suffered from mental dis-ease of various types, intensities, and frequency. As a child, I expressed much anger. I would, at times, become solidly stubborn - trying to convince my parents that their options were to, essentially, give me what I wanted, or punish me. This anger faded as, we believed, my medication was adjusted, and with age. Through age twelve to the first year of college, I was instead followed by a profound depression. I felt unwanted or poorly understood by my peers, having dealt with some bullying in elementary school, and attempted suicide several times. This abated for one or two years, when I was at the height of my involvement with team sports and felt, instead, quite accepted by my peers. The depression returned, intermittently, when I started college, then eventually faded to a shell of indifference. I found some friends in college, but would often become suspicious and distant. Yet, I would also frequently have days of great joy, inspiration, and contentment. Nowadays, I would say that, definitely, I do not suffer from any pervasive sense of anger, or depression, or paranoia. I still have my great days. I do, however, still suffer from feelings of discomfort and unworthiness. Only occasionally, yet still it does happen, do I suffer from bouts of anger. I never hurt any person or animal. I have not attempted suicide again, though I entertain the prospect in a, say, 'analytical' way. I do not feel my red ray is blocked; every day, I do find myself to be generally content and hopeful. I have certain projects that I feel I could pursue, though I also feel detached (in a 'good' way). I would say, if I had to make an appraisal of my character and progress thus far ... I have had many challenges, which I have persevered through, learned from, and mostly integrated into my being. I remember fondly most of the persons I have been in relationship to throughout my life and, those I do not remember fondly, I believe I at least remember with a sense of acceptance. I still have much work in balancing to do. I have a suspicion, owing to my physical catalysts, my struggles, and also my talents, that I might have a dual-activated body. However, I also have great doubts on this; I would not be surprised if I was 'just' a spirit with some seniority who could, with effort, graduate from Earth. I love Earth, in that I find its natural world beautiful, and its peoples intriguing (and often, somewhat puzzling). I also feel weary. I would not mind leaving; I would understand if I need to stay. I think that's all I have to say for now. Thank you for the episode, and for all of your work! RE: Episode #9 - flofrog - 01-30-2022 I learnt so much from these podcasts too, Vestige.. They so well mirror Ra's gentleness. |