(11-29-2013, 11:27 PM)primordial abyss Wrote: The One reveals Itself to Itself in such meticulous and fascinating ways, states one facet of Creator to It's other limitless portal.

(11-30-2013, 08:25 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: I like what you say here. If I understand correctly the Creator is always learning from itself. And that Creator is limitless. But we with the veil are very limited. I can't imagine how much potential we would have without it.

(11-04-2011, 04:28 PM)hogey11 Wrote: I have to throw my hat in with the positive people here as well. I grew up in a religious home, so before 17-18 I stayed away from nearly everything - booze and drugs. I can safely say that Marijuana completely turned my worldview around; before I started smoking, I was a capitalistic, republican-leaning "future business leader" ready to take my share of the pie.

Smoking opened up a world that it seemed my higher self had been calling upon for a very long time. My personality at that point was very accessible; I was extremely social and a bit of a 'class clown' that craved attention from people. Marijuana allowed me to see how I was allowing culture and society shape who I was becoming. I was following all the preached 'paths to glory' - business school, happy hours, etc. What I had never thought about was what my heart wanted rather than my brain; Marijuana put that into focus for myself.

@Azrael - I just made my way through a period much like what you describe with the anxiety and such around not smoking. Having a baby cured me, but I don't know if that's the most responsible solution for everyone...

Marijuana is definitely a great social equalizer for those with nervous issues. What is really the greater sin? Smoking a little to cut the edge or popping Xantacs and having an extra couple glasses of wine instead? Just as we are all one, each of our paths are our own. We must remember to thank each other for our service.

(08-10-2014, 03:31 PM)xise Wrote: FYI, I am writing this sober. (though there's nothing wrong with posting high as your intuition and creativity can be at amazing levels as I will describe below). So I've revisited weekly marijuana smoking after a basically 4 year lull where I was smoking maybe 6 times a year. Weed in the past helped me think in new ways, but also ended up not being enjoyable after almost 2 straight years of almost daily smoking. In the past, I also probably used it to probably avoid catalyst as this was pre-awakening.



Weed in this past two weeks is a significantly different experience than I've ever done before. I don't know if its the ray related work I've done, if its the weed I'm smoking, or if its because of the break in usage, but I've noticed creativity increases far surpassing what I used to get. Perhaps its a combination of all three. Now when I smoke, I go on a philosophy/story telling writing spree. My creativity goes through the roof. I amaze myself even while sober with the things I've thought up lately.


Also, what I use to call paranoia in the past now seems like inserted thoughts or voices. I'm fairly sure of myself these days and confident (red/orange/yellow), so I usually have no trouble with those naysaying voices anymore. But there are is also another voice, a deeper voice, that has a particular characteristic to me, that sounds like a better version of myself. I get intuitive thoughts from that voice out of no where. It's amazing. Before I wasn't completely sure, but now I am convinced that weed can be positively in the spiritual journey with respect for certain individuals. And I totally get why so many artists smoke so often. It all makes sense.


Time for me to go find some paint.