(12-12-2021, 02:49 AM)Quincunx Wrote:

(04-13-2014, 09:55 AM)Confused Wrote:

(04-12-2014, 05:20 PM)sunnysideup Wrote: wow Confused, you are relentless
Thanks for sharing

Thank you so much, sunnysideup. It is the kind words and encouragement of individuals like you that gives me the purpose and the strength to keep searching for the realization of the One Infinite Creator. The love that I have received on this forum, and that I still continue to, is an inspirational fount that nourishes me. Thank you once again

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Many of your posts from several years ago have broken links or have unavailable videos. I was wondering if you had past friends on here and it seems like you had many good interactions. Why do you continue to provide information that anyone can search for? Are you on a quest?

(12-13-2021, 01:11 AM)Quincunx Wrote: Wow, you have an interesting form of discipline to cope with your mental thing. From a brief overview of your posts I see you can distinguish between good feelings and bad feelings. Have you ever thought about posting only positive stuff. Experiences of joy and happiness.

I believe that if a person absorbs a lot of negative information then this forms a sort of brain fog. I experienced this personally when I used to play a lot of violent video games. When I stopped I was able to clear my mind and sleep more comfortably. I won't begin to understand your situation, however absorbing more positive information may help.

(12-13-2021, 03:20 AM)Quincunx Wrote:

(12-13-2021, 01:38 AM)Confused Wrote:

(12-13-2021, 01:11 AM)Quincunx Wrote: Wow, you have an interesting form of discipline to cope with your mental thing. From a brief overview of your posts I see you can distinguish between good feelings and bad feelings. Have you ever thought about posting only positive stuff. Experiences of joy and happiness.

I believe that if a person absorbs a lot of negative information then this forms a sort of brain fog. I experienced this personally when I used to play a lot of violent video games. When I stopped I was able to clear my mind and sleep more comfortably. I won't begin to understand your situation, however absorbing more positive information may help.

Deep inside me, I carry a heavy imprint of someone whose mental frames are broken off & are stuck in several places & ruts. Also, I carry a heavy sense of lack of self-worth & inferiority complex. But I post negative materials too as a form of tribute to other suffering folks like me who may otherwise be generally forgotten by mainstream discussions. They exist whether I pay attention to them or not. I am not able to ignore the sufferers because I am one of them, a  person who is lost to the world of mainstream normal thinking. To prevent myself from totally going off the rails, I use this thread as a haven and a safe refuge for exploration into the inner recesses of my mind & humanity's narratives...

An interesting fellow I recently met
He posted everyday which I did not get
Was the content random or did it have a theme
I asked him some questions to determine his scheme
He gave me an answer to which I thought and thought

A tribute to those who are behind the scenes
They are present of course but hidden on screens
We will never forget them for all is love
Thank you Confused name for flying like a dove
Uphold this task and find peace indeed indeed